Last week, I sent over my application and research proposal to the university. A vulnerable act in itself. Honestly, I already feel like I have no idea what I’m doing or if I put together something that looks anything like a ‘proper’ proposal. So I was glad to see an email from the Professor pop up. But he wants to share it with his colleagues for discussion. My tummy turned! I wonder how badly wrong I may have got it.

That was a week ago and I still haven’t heard anything. I’m so open to reviewing what I’ve suggested but currently very nervous about being rejected before I’ve even started. I must happen. Why not to me? Eek.

I’ll keep you posted. Even if I’d rather hide under my bed instead.